last year by this time i was barely alive. well, actually before that too. the past hates me and i hate it. i was an empty shell just walking around thinking i was on a never ending path to nowhere and everywhere. if i was thinking at all. i don't think i was a large amount of the time, really. i doubt it.
i've learned quite a lot without thinking i'm even half perfect or close to it. but at least i'm doing something now. i am. i might not be able to hack it since it is my hardest task in years (maybe ever), this. but even if i fail, i got in, i was good enough, i will always know that. don't know where that takes me, but it's better than a whole lot of bs nothingness.
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